Happy Birthday!

dear ka che,

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!

U'r 21! time sure flies by... gone were those days u made me bring down the laundry for sweets or do things for you because u asked me to.

The times u made me call the radio station coz u called too many times..remember that hehehe

or The time we fought to sit in front in the car

or The time when i irritate the crap out of you to get up so i won't be late for school

or The time i hid behind you in church and followed u EVERYWHERE u went

or The time mommy scold me and you would comfort me to stop crying

or The times mama would call to make sure we weren't fighting

Those are all now memories..You are like an adult..working.. living on your own in a different country.. time just flew by so fast..sigh.. but i still love you..

no matter how grumpy and scary you are in the morning *really.. i know im irritating when i wake you but u dunno how much guts it takes to call you. i also scared you scold me wan

no matter how irritating you can be

no matter the times you have scolded me and i really not liked you at that time...

in the end..i still thank God for you every morning.

and i pray that God will continue to bless you and grant you the desires of your heart.

Thank you for loving me despite my flaws and being proud of me.. I'm proud of you too sista'. hehe =D

love...mei

i had a sudden change of mood and i dun feel like doing anything. im just feeling... sad? disappointed? scared? tired? bleh? i dunno...all i know is i need all this to be over. i need to wash it out of my mind and focus on the task at hand.. sigh..

a few verses that helped me focus for a while and forget the misery of exams...

For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future. * jeremiah 29:11

Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good, His love endures forever. * psalms 118:1

No eye has seen, No ear has heard, No mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him. * 1 Cor 2:9

As a conclusion.... This is the day that the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it! *trying*

1 down.. 4 to go

i am now officially done with Econs!! woots and that crazy thick file with the the crazy thick stack of words and graphs..hehe =D its over its over....yay me!

i know its over and all..but don't ask me how was it okay? i will tell u a brief summary of what happened inside here. it was freezing cold or maybe just my nerves..my hands felt so cold and numb i think i couldn't even write my student number properly.. haha *to those who remember i forgot to write my name in my mock paper, this time..i remembered to write my student number..haha even if i din, there's this sticker we are all supposed to stick at the start of the exam haha God knows my limitations hehe not that i will forget anymore la. haha*

so anyway, the questions didn't make much sense to me, well not like it normally did.. but i guess i managed to bluff my way through. dun think the examiner would give me much marks la..considering the stuff i wrote didn't really make much sense in my brain either hahaha but God can do miracles haha He can.. i'm praying * clasps hands, bows head, close eyes *

tommorrow is EALD ( eng as an additional language or dialect ). Don't be fooled by the name..makes this subject sound so easy.. yea its not.. i have 3 hours to write a gazillion words and form ideas in my head. Plus i have to strain my ears listening to some tape of people talking and extracting answers from there. It is soo not easy. We didn't even get the multi-purpose hall for the exam which has like the better sound system...we only get like classrooms..so now all we're listening to are the radios. Bahs. so let's just pray i sit somewhere in front yea..my hearing is kinda not very good and im not the fastest to pick up points.

Please still keep me in prayer..It is needed..very needed...

Thank You to those who prayed for me for today's paper.. God really brought me through la..alot of questions were related to the current economy which obviously i had no clue about but somehow as i started writing God gave me flashes of memory of what my teacher said about Aus economy..so i don't know what i wrote is right but i thank God that He brought me through. And that i went in the exam classroom surrounded by all your prayers... Loveee...

back to the papers...byee y'all

i miss you ppl

i should be studying..i know i know...its just that distractions always seem to come when i am actually partially succesful at my attempts. hehe i finished grey's anatomy already...but i don't like the ending. meredith and derek are not together. cis. haha

btw, derek (patrick dempsey) is OLD hahaha he's like 40 plus...sigh..old but handsome hehehe...

anyway, back to topic..i was looking through my pathetic file of pictures but i found something that i haven't looked at in a long time actually maybe just forgotten for a long time...i know there are probably many more where that came from but one of the people(s) i miss hanging out with ...

we look so happy..remember why? coz it was EE exam Day! actually it looks like girls vs boy. ahaha oh wells, i miss so many things bout you ppl....the climbing, the laughing, the nonsense-ing, the serious-ing...X-ploding

and you too...

i haven't talked to you in months..those were the days when we spoke almost every night..eventhough we saw each other in school..everyday hahaha and the times we celebrated after every exam and you would shower in my house and then we celebrate freedom for one day haha those were the days... we shall catch up once exams are over..as usual hahaha.. i missed talking to you... oh and i almost forgot...you marked down the number of hours you studied in a day to compare with me so you wouldn't lose out...eee...kiasu..hahahaha thats why we're friends la right...hahaha

im going to bed now... hehe im done attempting haha..