Monday, October 27, 2008

distracted...very distracted

its so touching to know you guys actually miss me....* tear * haha i actually have not came to my blog probably since the last time i blogged..hahaha and no nick, i might actually be glad that the sky falls, then maybe i don't need to study anymore... hehe * hmmm * haha you know, i should actually be studying right now..like seriously....so because i know you guys miss me sooo much im gonna tell you how many times in the past week i have *ATTEMPTED* to study...

you know...my exams are in A WEEK! A WEEK! thats like 7 DAYS! DAYS! not years... not months.. DAYS! and what am i doing? im visiting a blog that i have left dead for about 2 months! and im watching grey's anatomy like my exams are in 7 YEARS!... i woke up this morning and u know what i planned to do? WATCH GREY'S ANATOMY... and what else? READ SUNRISE.......this is so not gooodddddd SOOOOO not good.....i have my very thick Econs file sitting in front of me with highlighted words and coloured thingies to mark each sub topic * which was supposed to attract me to study * but im not interested......my exams are in A WEEEKKKKK!!!!!!
what is wrong with me? when it was my SPM, i studied about 10 hours a day..i gave up going out on holidays and actually sat for hours attempting one test paper..but now..im watching grey's anatomy..and im wishing that silly derek and meredith would just freeking get together so they can stop keeping me in suspense and watching the next episode just to know if they get together....bahs.... i am not a happy girl..... shheeeeesssshhhhhhh....you know what...this is a good place to vent. a very good one indeed. grrrrrrr.....

because im really not in the mood to study although i feel soooooo awesomely guilty right now...i'll actually upload pictures of my ATTEMPTS...



*econs*

* the file and the laptop...open*

sigh..i really need to start studying...im turning into delicia...this is not good. haha no offense cia. u know i love you hahaha i just really need to start studying...someone please scare me...scare me so bad i wont leave my room and study....hehe..i might lose some weight too at that if i dun eat hehe... that'll make a happy me...hehehe bleh...im just rambling so i don't have to get to the file. sigh...

p.s : GOD, i know You are reading this..from heaven probably or maybe from my brains..but PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME!

love, your child that really needs to study