friend.

I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY NOW!

slipping away...

list of things to do :
* study! - not working
* exams! - coming too soon
* X-plode - dynamite running out of power
* memorize E - haven't started
* spend padini voucher - the best part but with a catch.. i have NO TIME to go
* get kache's list of wants - too long a list (typical)
* pack to go..
* do my encouragement notes for my darling mortal.. - its due TOM!
* study...
* study...
* study...
* sleep!!!!!!! - much needed
* QT - most important...have been missing lately.sigh.. what have become of me?

so many a times i have stood at this position in life, yet it never gets easier. i feel like just sitting at the piano the rest of the night playing worship songs and fall into a place away from all the hectic things that are going through.. yet studies would pull me back to the table and the routine starts all over again.. i need someone to talk to...anyone there?.....

Just to be by Your side,

There is hope in my life,

There is no greater freedom i've found

Take my life, all that I have to give

Take my world, just inhabit all of it

Take my dreams, make me Assuredly Yours!

amen.

beauty and the beast part II

beauty and the beast was SOOOOOOO NICEEEEE....seriously... highly recommended if it wasnt so expensive....seriously....

a glimpse of what happened that night...

one of the dances.. note lumier( or however u spell it ) right in the middle. the thingies on his hand can actually give out fire....woootttsss

when the beast brought belle to his oh-so-many-books library

another dance...here u can see mrs.pots clearer and the duster lady... if you look to the right, there's the floor mat too..=D

when mrs.pots was singing tale as old as time...

up close and personal... BEAUTY AND THE BEAST

mrs. pots and oh-so-adorable chip

ahhhh...beauty and the beast..oops i meant prince

happy ever after

now say it all together now....bye-bye!

* the end of the show. sorry for the not nice pics....i cannot use flash and i was like sitting 10 miles away from the stage..bleh...i felt like a blind bat..i couldn't even see the face of the girl pretty not...only see figure...oh man...IM BLINDDDDD!~!~!~ bah..oh wellsss...still love love love the show.

me and dadddy

mommy and me...ehhh..so poser...hehe

goodnight now everyone...time to go to bed...

THE END.

Beauty and The Beast

Excited? Sad?
Don't know which to feel!

Tonight, i'm gonna watch beauty and the beast musical with mommy and daddy.. BUT....i'm missing prayer meeting... I'm glad for the opportunity to go for this musical coz i've never been to one in my life.. yet at the same time, i feel very disappointed with myself for allowing myself to miss prayer meeting to watch a musical!

Argh...i dun like feeling the way i do now. sigh...

I need help with decision making next time! sigh..

Pics from est's bday and cia's long overdue bbq coming up soon...

it is only temporary

ughhhhhh exams exams exams... when would this ever end? i never fail to ask that question when exams come? AHHHHHHHHHHH

will i fail?
will i do badly?
will i let down my parents and myself?
will i be disappointed when i walk out of the exam hall?
will i sit at the table and be completely blank?
will i... will i... will i....

would these thoughts stop running through my head! GET OUT GET OUT!!!!!!!

i need:
an antidote to procrastinating!
to magnify God and not my exams!
strength!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH a life!

my unfailing love

1 down 4 to go. im meaning exams btw. i've been a good girl studying in the library and following mommy home late in the evening. its getting uninteresting again and a chore. not only that, the fear and the uncertainty whether or not i'll do well, whether i have put in enough effort to be able to really say i DID MY BEST. sigh...

But... even as i all these thoughts run through my head, only one thing seemed to make sense. God has never failed to show His Grace and Love and gave me everything *almost* everything i desired ( coz some weren't part of His will - but God if you're reading..you know...i would still like some of them ). anyways, during exams i am always reminded of how He walked me through last year. The tough times when i fought with mom to go for yf and the tears that came along with it was so hard. i thought i would never survive those few months. but God, God made it possible, He lifted me up when i was down, He gave me friends that pushed and encouraged me, He comforted when things seem to go all over the place.

A summary of it all. GOD'S LOVE IS UNFAILING AND UNENDING. thankfully

Some pics lately :

*ooo* i like

prankster and prankstee

on our last night:

the boys

the girls

the game

* more pics soon to come from 1 kempas girls day out and cia's bbq(very late)