i miss you ppl

i should be studying..i know i know...its just that distractions always seem to come when i am actually partially succesful at my attempts. hehe i finished grey's anatomy already...but i don't like the ending. meredith and derek are not together. cis. haha

btw, derek (patrick dempsey) is OLD hahaha he's like 40 plus...sigh..old but handsome hehehe...

anyway, back to topic..i was looking through my pathetic file of pictures but i found something that i haven't looked at in a long time actually maybe just forgotten for a long time...i know there are probably many more where that came from but one of the people(s) i miss hanging out with ...

we look so happy..remember why? coz it was EE exam Day! actually it looks like girls vs boy. ahaha oh wells, i miss so many things bout you ppl....the climbing, the laughing, the nonsense-ing, the serious-ing...X-ploding

and you too...

i haven't talked to you in months..those were the days when we spoke almost every night..eventhough we saw each other in school..everyday hahaha and the times we celebrated after every exam and you would shower in my house and then we celebrate freedom for one day haha those were the days... we shall catch up once exams are over..as usual hahaha.. i missed talking to you... oh and i almost forgot...you marked down the number of hours you studied in a day to compare with me so you wouldn't lose out...eee...kiasu..hahahaha thats why we're friends la right...hahaha

im going to bed now... hehe im done attempting haha..

distracted...very distracted

its so touching to know you guys actually miss me....* tear * haha i actually have not came to my blog probably since the last time i blogged..hahaha and no nick, i might actually be glad that the sky falls, then maybe i don't need to study anymore... hehe * hmmm * haha you know, i should actually be studying right now..like seriously....so because i know you guys miss me sooo much im gonna tell you how many times in the past week i have *ATTEMPTED* to study...

you know...my exams are in A WEEK! A WEEK! thats like 7 DAYS! DAYS! not years... not months.. DAYS! and what am i doing? im visiting a blog that i have left dead for about 2 months! and im watching grey's anatomy like my exams are in 7 YEARS!... i woke up this morning and u know what i planned to do? WATCH GREY'S ANATOMY... and what else? READ SUNRISE.......this is so not gooodddddd SOOOOO not good.....i have my very thick Econs file sitting in front of me with highlighted words and coloured thingies to mark each sub topic * which was supposed to attract me to study * but im not interested......my exams are in A WEEEKKKKK!!!!!!

what is wrong with me? when it was my SPM, i studied about 10 hours a day..i gave up going out on holidays and actually sat for hours attempting one test paper..but now..im watching grey's anatomy..and im wishing that silly derek and meredith would just freeking get together so they can stop keeping me in suspense and watching the next episode just to know if they get together....bahs.... i am not a happy girl..... shheeeeesssshhhhhhh....you know what...this is a good place to vent. a very good one indeed. grrrrrrr.....

because im really not in the mood to study although i feel soooooo awesomely guilty right now...i'll actually upload pictures of my ATTEMPTS...

*econs*

* the file and the laptop...open*

sigh..i really need to start studying...im turning into delicia...this is not good. haha no offense cia. u know i love you hahaha i just really need to start studying...someone please scare me...scare me so bad i wont leave my room and study....hehe..i might lose some weight too at that if i dun eat hehe... that'll make a happy me...hehehe bleh...im just rambling so i don't have to get to the file. sigh...

p.s : GOD, i know You are reading this..from heaven probably or maybe from my brains..but PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME!

love, your child that really needs to study

oops..

im contemplating of closing down this blog.. im getting lazy..but oh wellss, her last words...hehehe eh kidding...

my last few weeks...
cia turns 23!

i know it isnt a very nice photo but i still haven't figured out how to transfer the pics from my phone to the comp. hehe...sorry..

next : Examsssssss and assignmentsssssss.... * faints *

finally : a long awaited holidaY! * wakes back up *

*bad* me : can i give up now?

*good* me : NO!

*bad* me : but but but....pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee

*good* me : NO! shoosh and get moving!

X-ploded

woootttssssss!!!! we are now officially tested and examined and working explosives!

be prepared for us to X-plode with you!

the end...

X-plodes are coming to an end... good? bad? happy? sad? bahss..i dunno...

i'll miss :

* X-ploding with d,n and c

......so far thats bout it hehe but i'd rather X-plode with E a million times over than have to sit for my exams and finish up assignments...

bye bye for now!

40 day prayer and fast

this is my first time really participating in the 40 day prayer and fast so seriously. many times i have tried and failed and just gave up. this time, im determined i will press through 40 days. no matter what i will believe for great things in Malaysia!

the passion concert last night showed me a different view for this country. when i first started this prayer and fast i was praying for only the leaders of this country to stop thinking of themselves and think for the people, for the leaders to unite together despite the different parties sitting in the government. But, last night i saw this prayer and fast in a whole new perspective. praying for this nation is not only in what can be seen, the news that keeps popping up in the newspapers but also what we cannot see, in the spiritual realm.

i pray that christians in this country would grow in faith and fire for God, non-christians would come to know this God that created the heavens and the earth and the beauty of Him. I pray a great revival will come and take Malaysia by storm! on top of that, i pray still for the leaders of this country that wisdom and unity would fall upon all the leaders of the country so that Malaysia would continue to grow!

Chris Tomlin-God of this city
You're the God of this city
You're the King of these people
You're the Lord of this nation
You Are

Bridge:
For there is no one like our God
There is no one like our God

Chorus 1:
Greater things have yet to come
Great things are still to be doneI
n this city
Greater things are still to come
And greater things are still to be done here

Verse 2:
You're the Lord of Creation
The Creator of all things
You're the King above all Kings
You Are
You're the strength in our weakness
You're the love to the broken
You're the joy in the sadness
You Are

Chorus 2:
Greater things have yet to come
Great things are still to be done
In this city
Where glory shines from hearts alive
With praise for you and love for you
In this city
Greater things have yet to come
Great things are still to be done
In this city

Greater things are still to come
And greater things are still to be done here

p.s pics from aussie will come soon. waiting for darling sister to send over all the pics coz my memory card crashed and all pics gone..so patience is a virtue people!